Reminiscing.

It all started when I was watching The Office on New Years' Eve, bored. But I love the complexity and the roller coaster of Jim and Pam's relationship, starting from the very beginning.

I was watching an episode when it's after Jim confessed that he loves Pam, when she was engaged. And they had a phone conversation after a while of talking and awkward standby. And they just clicked.

That made me remember, how we clicked when we talked, mostly on the phone. Haha. But their relationship reminded me of our, *ahem, "relationship." How much we went through.

Which I haven't given much thought recently, until now..

I missed when we had more freedom to talk late at night. How happy you'd be, those little phrases you'd say, "You're amazing", "Come here!", and even, "I love you.. so much". Gosh that was a good source of my happiness.

I remembered how we thought we were perfect for each other, or at least I did. Haha. I thought it was perfect how we could talk to each other about our faith, and how you had the coolest personality. I thought it was perfect too how you knew about bboying too. Haha. But even if we were right for each other, it wasn't the right time.

I remembered how you went to the Philippines and that made me super sad, not being able to talk to you for a couple weeks, felt like it would be a hard objective to accomplish. Yet, I remember the feeling when you called me with your dad's phone when you came back, I think you were eating out. Haha.

I remembered how quickly we came to a compromise, we wouldn't argue to a big extent, because you were so understanding, and your patience was really patient with me. That's what I was thankful for the most.. Because I gave you a lot of difficult times.

I remembered how people at your school gave you problems, and it bothered you. I tried my best to help, but I wasn't experiencing the same thing, at the time. But I prayed for the best for you.. I missed you being happy.

I remembered how beautiful you looked at homecoming, and how we "failed". [x But after a long hiatus of being "just friends", that made us even more happy with each other, our conversations after that day were heart-warming, I remember how happy we were, with each other.

There's so much more I can remember, the days we spent together at Vista, the mall, Mulligans, GMD Concert, and so much more.. But letting go and letting God is still the goal. These memories are nice to remember though.