Actually, I guess I won't be going home this weekend. I have no possible way of getting home, all my Temecula friends are staying here..

But I guess this is good. I have a midterm Tuesday that I need to study for.

Plus I guess we need some time off. Have fun spending your weekend with LOL people or your church, or whoever.

Once you're ready, please give the opportunity to talk to you.

Blocking me from your Facebook, not replying to anything, all based on one Tumblr post. One misinterpreted Tumblr post. Not giving one chance for me to explain. Real mature.

It was over for me and her a long time ago. Yeah, she really did like me and thinks that she loved me. But for me, not really. I'm not choosing to see her anymore, at all.

But Jen, what happened to last night's talk? Did you just decide to throw that away? As well as throw me away? Yeah, I know, you're seeking the Lord. I'm really happy you are. But it isn't right if your not applying grace in this. I really need you to talk to me. I don't want your feelings back, I just need you right now to listen.

I can't believe you're doing this to me.

You're shunning me away, only based on assumption from one stupid Tumblr post. Not even giving me a chance to explain.

Please give me a chance to at least explain. I'm not asking you to come back to me, I'm glad you want to give me up. But please... That song was meant for you. It really was. She thought it kind of related to her, and I only liked her post just because it let her know that I read it, she doesn't have many followers.

Jen... It's always been you. I know these words may mean nothing to you right now. But please, give me a chance to explain. I hope I can see you this weekend...

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." - Psalm 34:18

"He heals up the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds." - Psalm 147:3

"Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past." - Isaiah 43:18

Dang I said some stupid things in those messages. But I knew what God wanted for me, and I totally told her my view on things and relationships, and etc. I cut it off. There's so much more I wish I could tell you.

I really hope this fight for you will prevail. I must say, if it's not you in the end, it's still God's Will.

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Lord, make me the man you want me to be.

Reformed theology is very interesting.