I understand.

I guess here's the post you've been wanting since you always check. Even though your words seem extremely harsh and you feel bitter towards me, it's fine. I understand. I know for a fact that we do use each other. To keep each other company. Maybe it goes with that saying, "I'm not in love with you, I'm in love with the idea of you." Who knows.

Yes, you do deserve an apology. And so do your parents and your sister. Although I am a bit mad right now, just cause it seems a little harsh. Yes, I understand. I know I should tell my dormmates the truth. I did tell a few of them that we're on a "break". No, I don't make it seem like we're friends with benefits.

I just feel like you got really mad out of nowhere. And your sister definitely contributed to that. Which makes me want to get angry at you and your sister.

But I won't.

About the ooVoo calls and text messages. I'm sorry. It's part of my personality that always wants to please everyone, whether its my friends or you. It's not always a good thing. I thought it was fine if we could just ooVoo on the side without any expectations. But I guess you had expectations.

My feelings for you? They can get confusing, but I do like you. I've always did. Even though proximity wants us to not like each other since we don't live close by anymore. But it's never about the feelings. It's always about the action. Persevering even if the feelings aren't there. And maybe I haven't been doing well with persevering through my feelings.

I do care. But this statement is meaningless without action behind it. So I guess now is the time to start. By ending this relationship.

It just seemed so sudden. So sporadic. And so harsh. I thought we were fine and everything to be honest.

But God says otherwise.

Well, hope you take care. Goodbye.