Before I forget.

I want to make it a habit to document my thoughts.

Today went not so smooth. I'm influencing my sister pretty bad. I know it sounds harmless, but she was playing computer games before she finished her homework. It doesn't sound like a big deal, but to my mom it is. My mom got mad at her. And I knew it was my fault. Most of this summer break I spend my time in front of the computer, playing games. My own little sister has picked up on that, and I don't want to corrupt her habits. Her habits of doing her homework when she gets home and practicing piano/trumpet are great, and I don't want to be a terrible influence. My mom was mad to the point where Ally was trying, the whole was yelling.

After that, an hour later, my dad lost his temper when he thought Ally was complaining about the heat. I know where I get my terrible temper now.. from my dad. My dad can go from the nicest, genuine guy to the maddest person ever. It's crazy. Once he loses his temper the whole house is a mess. Ally's crying, Kevin's upset, my Mom goes to her room upset. I just try to help.

I really need to fix my life. My dad even told me that. With this month I have now, I need to create good habits that'll pass on to college. Sleeping early, limiting computer time, doing things without mom and dad telling me. I need to order my textbooks, cook with my family without them asking me, and so on. Read my Bible and Crazy Love at night. That's my goal as of now. To create these good habits, and serve my family.

I want my future wife to have the best man she can through me. I need to be prepared for that by just preparing my habits. It takes about 40 days to create a habit, so let's hope these goals become accomplished everyday. I can't let the rest of this break go to waste.

But yeah. Another thought. A more positive one. A couple of Antioch's worship leaders.. Tyson & Julietta. They made an EP, that I bought off iTunes with a gift card I had. I really admire it. It makes me think, one day I wish I can make music with my future wife. Even though I'm not the best yet, I do want to get better over the years. I want to create an album with my future wife, with at least a couple of original worship songs. I would love to serve God along her side, leading worship with her at our church. With Taylor guitars. Just kidding. Or maybe not kidding. But yeah.

I think that's a cool idea.