I talked to my mom today. My mom told me she could not even go to the IVVC/CCBC Christmas dinner because she still can't find the courage to look the Bugarin parents in the eye. She's still ashamed of what happened. That hit me.

She agrees that we're on a break. I am too. I took advantage of you. I had no right in doing so. I stumbled you. I got us to sin.

But I'm glad. From what it seems, you're growing. (: I'm happy.

I get to share a devotion at the YABS party this Friday. And it's great to serve the youth again, but I must always remember Luke 16:10.. even taking out the trash at the end of the service and making sure the building is clean is a faithful job.

I need to start inviting people to youth again. We can't be content in our new venue, that opportunity is for us to grow, not to be comfortable. Especially financially, we cannot support the new building if we're not faithful in growing our body in Christ.

I'm also happy to serve alongside of Kuya Marlon again. I'm starting to volunteer helping him at the orphanage he works at, as well as serving with the homeless ministry in San Diego.

God, take all of me.